Even among the most hardcore Counting On fans, Josh Duggar has a bad reputation, and this video is not going to help his case. We know, we know, nothing can be worse than the long-covered-up Duggar molestation scandal…or the follow-up Ashley Madison scandal. Yeah, Josh really is the worst. But what we're about to show you is something equal parts disturbing and had-the-entire-office-cry-laughing hysterical. And for Anna Duggar, it should've definitely been the straw that broke the camel's back…or the horse's back.

In an old clip from 19 Kids and Counting — like so old it was still called 18 Kids and Counting — Josh and Anna stress the importance of courting before marriage, because according to Anna's dad, choosing to date is a one way ticket to Divorce Town (lol, OK). They show the couple do a variety of wholesome activities, the portrait of chaste affection. And then, Josh and Anna take a ride on the carousel. And when we mean a ride, we mean a ride.

We're not 110% sure WTF is happening, but it's likely Josh is trying to hold hands with his S.O. and avoid kissing her while they bounce up and down. What it looks like is Josh basically pole-dancing on a horse. Like, this would be a bad look on any Duggar, on any human, but the fact that it's Josh really adds another layer of innappropriate. This is truly some horrifying repressed behavior coming out in the worst way (or uh, third worst way after everything he's done). Oh, and then when he goes full Blac Chyna and leans back? We're dead.

We understand that this could be potentially disturbing for sensitive viewers, so send the kids to bed early. Then, watch our video above to witness Josh Duggar hilariously and horrifyingly hump a carousel horse.