Bittersweet. Khloé Kardashian is reminiscing about what life was like around one year ago when she gave birth to her daughter, True Thompson, just days after her ex, Tristan Thompson, was caught cheating with multiple different women. On Thursday, April 11, hours before her baby girl’s big day, the 34-year-old took to her cryptic ways via Instagram, to give fans an inside look at what this past year has truly been like for her. “If you want to know what it’s like to survive hell and still come out shining brighter than the sun, just look into the eyes of a woman who has survived intense damage and refused to allow it to destroy her softness,” the reality TV star shared on her IG story. Technically, Khloé did not reference her 28-year-old baby daddy directly but … we would imagine that is who she is referring to.

Khloe Kardashian Surviving Hell
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Tristan hooking up with Jordyn Woods, Kylie Jenner‘s BFF, months after getting caught cheating with multiple different women, pretty much sounds like a personal hell. As In Touch previously reported, the NBA player and 21-year-old model spent the night together after dancing the night away at a club in Santa Monica on February 17.

On a more positive note … the Revenge Body host definitely has one great thing going for amid all the drama — baby True! On Friday, April 12, Koko’s beautiful baby girl turned one! The KUWTK star posted a series of heartwarming photos on her IG story to wish her adorable daughter a very happy birthday. “My baby is 1 today,” she wrote.

Ugh, we’re not sure where the time has gone, and clearly neither has Khloé. The Good American founder is feeling super emotional about True’s milestone and took to Twitter to let out all of her feels prior to the big day. “Is it weird that I think I’m having anxiety thinking True will be one on Friday?!?!,” she wrote. “I’m sad time is flying as fast as it is. I’ll be happy, of course, I simply can’t understand where the time goes. Thank you Lord for every moment … bring me the tissue.”

As for Tristan’s part, he is not doing too well with this whole situation, off the court — and on. “Ever since the whole disaster with Jordyn Woods, Tristan’s been a mess,” a source exclusively tells In Touch. “His game time is way down because coaches don’t want to deal with his off-court drama at the moment. Plus he seems distracted by it all.” The Cleveland Cavaliers player’s busy season has ended, so at least he will have the opportunity to make up for lost time with his daughter! Honestly, though, the question of the year is: What will Tristan do for baby True’s big day? Only time will tell …

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