King Kylie has veiled another layer of herself to the world in her new show Life of Kylie. While the show premiered last Sunday, it left us with an unusual feeling. Kylie Jenner confessed that she only keeps up with her image and stays in the spotlight for her extremely successful cosmetics company. Her depressing outlook on fame almost made us feel bad for the newly 20-year-old.

“I started filming Keeping Up with the Kardashians when I was 9 years old. I really don’t know what it’s like to not have everyone know who I am.” The reality star explained. “I don’t know what it’s like to live a normal life, where people just don’t know who you are, to get out of the car and not have everyone stare at you. I feel like when you grow up on camera, people think that they know you because you’re on social media so much and you’re on reality TV.”

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The Life of Kylie star even confessed that she has the urge to “runway … again”. In the second part of the premiere, Kylie even sat down with a therapist and really opened up how she is dealing with the unwanted fame. Watch the video below to hear more of Kylie’s quotes about being a celebrity.

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