Khloé Kardashian’s love life sure is complicated.
On last night’s Keeping Up With the Kardashians, the 31-year-old discussed her need to proceed with her divorce from Lamar Odom and move on with her life.
In the scenes — shot long before the 36-year-old basketball player’s near-fatal overdose and their subsequent decision to call off their divorce — Khloé’s mom, Kris Jenner, seemed to be taking the breakup especially hard.
“I think of all the relationships that I’ve had the privilege of being around, the one that I thought would be forever tried and true was Khloé and Lamar. And it breaks my heart to see all of this go on,” the momager, 60, told daughters Kim and Kourtney Kardashian.
“She’s so focused on moving forward and leaving the past behind, and then I tell her that he’s trying to reach out — she waited two years for him to reach out. And now he’s reaching out?”
Khloé went on to explain how she still had — and always will have — feelings for Lamar.
“I still very much love Lamar but I need to move forward. I don’t feel you ever really have peace from walking away from any situation that you wish ended up differently,” she said. “Do I know for a fact that I’ve done every single thing that I could to try to save that marriage? A hundred percent.”
Of course, plans changed when Lamar was found unconscious at a Las Vegas brothel and Khloé decided to put divorce proceedings on hold so she could continue to assist with medical decisions.
Though she has since emphasized calling off their divorce does not mean they are romantically involved.
“It’s out in the media that we are back together, but I wish people understood that’s not in our thought process right now,” the reality star previously explained.
“There are too many other important things, too many medical things. It’s not even in our brains thinking about us as a couple or having a relationship right now.”