Poor Koko! Khloé Kardashian has wanted to be a mom for years, and she’s thrilled to be expecting a child with boyfriend Tristan Thompson. But the baby bump itself? She’s not a fan. Sources tell Life & Style that the reality star is dreading the fact that she’s going to put on baby weight.

“Khloé is so nervous about gaining weight while pregnant,” a source says, “and is especially upset because everyone is going to see it happening on TV. The last thing she wants is to be seen on camera getting huge.”

As Life & Style reported, Khloé, 33, and Tristan, 26, have said no to allowing Keeping Up
With the Kardashians
cameras inside the delivery room. But those cameras will be rolling until then. “It’s bringing back really bad memories for Khloé of when her weight was her main storyline on the show,” the source adds.

In recent years, she’d gotten into the best shape of her life. “She doesn’t want to have to relive that storyline now,” the source continues. “She’s having nightmares about it.” Khloé is doing everything she can to keep from blowing up. “She’s still working out,” the source notes, “and she’s going to start wearing really baggy clothes.”

We hate that the idea of gaining some weight while her body goes through pregnancy is causing Khloé so much distress. But, we understand that it must be overwhelming to lose control of your weight in that way especially after becoming a beacon of all that is fit and healthy. This definitely is influencing Khloé’s recent threats to leave KUWTK for good. Plus, with her wealth combined with Tristan’s basketball earnings, this couple has plenty of money to raise a child. But, her family, of course, doesn’t want her to leave.

“Kris will never admit it to anyone, especially Kim, but she knows the fans love Khloé the most,” a source previously told Life & Style. “They want to see those first few weeks and months between Khloé and the baby.” But leaving won’t be that easy. “Khloé’s contracted to star in the show,” the insider continued, “and has to abide by the rules. She feels trapped.” We hope Khloé finds some peace about the weight and the show in order to enjoy the rest of her pregnancy!

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