Is there hope for Javi Marroquin and Kailyn Lowry’s marriage?!

In a new blog post, the Teen Mom 2 star “sets the record straight” about her divorce from the Airman, and confesses that while they’ve been separated since December (before his deployment), there have been times that she has hoped for a reconciliation!

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“I filed for divorce in December, I have been separated since then. You cannot have a divorce finalized when someone is deployed, but we were separated… Back and forth at times,” she writes. “Were there times we contemplated getting back together? Hell yes. I wanted to keep my family together.”

Her confession comes on the heels of a source telling Life & Style that the mother-of-two, 24, and Javi, 23, are “rethinking the split” and put the divorce on hold.

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“Kailyn is giving Javi three months to figure out where they stand in their marriage,” the source tells Life & Style. “She truly loves her husband and wants to try and make it work.”

Kailyn and Javi wed in 2012 and welcomed son Lincoln in 2013. Kail is also mother to Isaac, 6, with ex Jo Rivera.