Farrah Abraham is finally coming clean about the struggles she faced as a young, single mother after the birth of her daughter Sophia more than 7 years ago.

She said she was “partying too much” as she “needed an escape” — and her partying quickly escalated cocaine use.

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Her partying quickly led to a meltdown about her baby daddy, Derek Underwood, who died while Farrah was seven months pregnant.

“I started crying about Derek to some guy I was kind of into, and everything I had been holding down for months came spewing out of me like vomit,” she wrote in her memoir, My Teenage Dream Ended. “The next morning I woke up looking and feeling like a mess, and my nose hurt from the coke.”

She added, “I’m not proud of this episode, but it was a good wake-up call for me.”