Yikes, MTV and Teen Mom are taking a lot of heat on Jan. 15! After Farrah Abraham‘s on-again, off-again boyfriend Simon Saran made some pretty serious claims about a show producer “Paypal-ing random 16-year-old girls to go get knocked up,” Amber Portwood has come forward with her own complaints in the form of a Twitter meltdown.

“I’ve been on this show for 10 years. I’ve been through hell!” begins the reality star. “MTV has turned my pregnancy and this relationship into a joke in one of the happiest times of my life.” Amber quickly became pregnant with her new boyfriend Andrew Glennon, and clearly she’s not happy with how the romance is being portrayed.

But what bothers her even more is how people constantly weigh in on her parenting skills. “Apparently, my life is just for people to tell me how horrible I am as a mother because I went through depression!” she cried. “Remember if your [sic] going through hell make sure you keep it all inside. And people should be able to say whatever they want about you. Especially your ex! Make sure when your [sic] suicidal that you always have your kid right next to you the whole time! It’s very healthy for them!! Idiots.”

Amber knew that the Jan. 15 episode of Teen Mom OG was not going to paint her in a good light, and it sounded like she needed to get some frustration out ahead of time. “Make sure to watch Gary and Kristina tonight talking s–t about me!” she continued. “It must be hard making money off of me! Being such a bad mom and all. Where would they be? Wait… in a one bedroom shack in the ghetto of Anderson where he was before I got out and the show came back on!! Ignorant!”

Luckily, Amber does feel confident in her relationship with Andrew, and she’s leaning on him now more than ever. “Andrew is the reason I was able to pull myself together! He showed me that life was worth living! I’m thankful to have him because now I will be ALIVE for my daughter and family!” If that’s the case, we hope the show lays off so she can keep him around.

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