On last night’s episode of Teen Mom 2, Leah Messer hit a new low in not only her marriage to Jeremy Calvert, but also her personal life.

Days after the mom-of-three was served divorce papers while grocery shopping, she broke down venting to a friend — and even expressed suicidal thoughts.

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She tells her friend that she’s “not the happy-go-lucky Leah” she was, adding that she “wants to be that person again.”

“I feel like I’ve been pushed to an edge where I could care less whether I’m here or not. And that’s not okay,” she says, fighting tears.

“I don’t care about myself, and I’ve really been thinking about going away for a while to a facility where I could get some intense therapy. I would come back and be a brand new person.”

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When she shares her plan to seek treatment with Jeremy, he tells her how proud of her he is — but makes it clear his mind is made up.

“Well, even if you do get help, Leah, I’m not changing my mind about the divorce,” he tells her.

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