Tori Spelling’s world was rocked at the end of 2013 when she learned her husband Dean McDermott had an affair while in Canada — and now the mother-of-four is opening up about the dark time in their marriage.

We saw most of this family drama play out on Lifetime reality series True Tori — but Lena Dunham was able to get more secrets from the blonde beauty during an interview for The Lenny Letter.

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Lena Dunham.

"I always say I can replay everything that happened during that time. The hardest part about it was, like, 'You're really going to put this on the cover of the magazine three days before Christmas? It's Christmas. It's family. I know we're in Hollywood, and I know we put a lot of ourselves out there, but really, we do this?'" the 42-year-old states.

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Tori also adds her 49-year-old husband was not against her choice to air their dirty laundry out on the small screen.

"I feel like I've always been just so open, which has been good for me and bad for me. I have no filter, I guess. I've always been that way," Tori explains. "I feel like I tied him into that world, and I feel guilty. All of a sudden, he became Mr. Tori Spelling, and it makes me sad because I don't know what would have happened for him."

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Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott with their children.

Tori and Dean tied the knot in 2006 — after cheating on their spouses with one another — and have four children together — Liam, 8, Stella, 7, Hattie, 4, and Finn, 3. Dean’s teenage son Jack is also reportedly living with them as of late.

Read the rest of her interview with Lena here.