She may believe she didn’t steal him from Jordan Craig, but Khloé Kardashian‘s relationship with ex Tristan Thompson may have been more complicated than it seemed. According to court documents obtained by Radar Online in June 2019, Jordan claimed that she and the NBA athlete were still together when he first hooked up with the Keeping Up with the Kardashians star. More alarmingly, she’s added that her baby daddy’s very public relationship not only harmed her emotional health, but also her physical health. According to Jordan, the “stress” of dealing with the media attention forced her into bed rest and other pregnancy complications.

“[Tristan] encouraged me to exhaust every avenue we possibly could to start our family,” Jordan, now 27, allegedly wrote in the documents. After she found out she was pregnant with son Prince, she also discovered that Tristan, now 28, was cheating. “[He] insisted he would change for our family, and tried to get back together on numerous occasions,” she explained. Eventually, however, continuing “infidelities” lead her to finally call it quits on their relationship. But not long after, Khloé, 34, went public with the NBA star.

Reports of the reality star and athlete’s relationship first started surfacing near the end of summer 2016 as Tristan was spotted “with one of the women [Jordan had] previously confronted him about, and whom Tristan had denied even knowing.” The model continued, “Their relationship went viral and everything took a turn for the worst [sic]. … Every day several articles were published worldwide mocking my new unfortunate reality and my pregnancy would now become one of the most popular gossip headlines due to the woman Tristan was now publicly dating during my pregnancy.”

That’s when the star says her health started to become affected by the stress of it all. “This brought an enormous amount of negative, unwanted attention and stress into my life, and more critically, into my pregnancy. … My obstetrician ordered me to be on bed rest due to high levels of stress that eventually caused me to have serious pregnancy complications.”

In the past, Jordan has kept quiet about her relationship with Tristan and his relationship with Khloé. Other than “wishing peace” for the KUWTK star when she went through a similar situation with the basketball player right before she gave birth to daughter True Thompson, she hasn’t spoken up. In July 2018, a source close to the star revealed that Jordan felt “sick to her stomach” watching her baby daddy “parade True around on social media” after he “didn’t spend a lot of time” with Prince. However, her statements from the court documents are the first time fans are finally getting to hear how the star felt in her own words. Unfortunately, we think “sickening” sounds just about right.