Updated: Jun 12, 2015 11:05 am

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Khloé Kardashian’s estranged husband, Lamar Odom, was offered $1 million to return to her family’s reality show – and turned it down, a source tells In Touch exclusively.
“[Lamar’s] exact words were, ‘They ruined my life,’ ” the source tells In Touch.

Lamar Odom with the Kardashian-Jenner family. (Photo Credit: Getty)
While Lamar doesn’t need the cash, he’s still in “bad shape,” according to the source.
“He disappears regularly and is basically homeless. His friends are worried that he will never get his act together.”
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