Breaking her silence after her brutal beating nearly a year ago, Rihanna shares some painful memories with Diane Sawyer in graphic detail. "I was battered, I was bleeding, I was swollen in my face," the "Russian Roulette" singer says about her violent fight last February with former boyfriend Chris Brown in tonight’s episode of 20/20. As she cowered beneath his blows, Rihanna claims the person she loved seemed to be a stranger. “He had no soul in his eyes. Just blank. He was clearly blacked-out. There was no person when I looked at him,” she adds of Chris. Shockingly, despite the pain he put her through, the star says she has no ill will toward her ex. "No, I don't hate him at all. I want him to do well, have a great career, have a great life and grow up,” Rihanna says.